lost

when you say you dont know what to say anymore...

i feel my heartache...

i duno what's wrong with tolerating..

i always thought that tolerating in our relationship makes it stronger..

mayb i din do well...

i really do look forward to go for our 2nd trip

but since you say cancel it den its fine

mayb i focus too much on you..

makes me expect a lot

which becomes high pressure for you

mayb im also too selfish

demanding too much

mayb im too childish

not knowing how to behave well

mayb all these are not mayb

they are real

however i still miss you much and love you much

My love

 

Dear baby,

I noticed that we had not been really chatted well.

I know, due to my work, we are lacking of time to be together.

And, it makes me think a lot of things, one of it is how long already for us not holding hands together.

Which also makes me listen to the song 十指緊扣…

I really love the time we hold hands together…

It connects us…

Dear baby,

I also realized baby had some difficult times to sleep at night,

I am sorry as I am unable to accompany baby for long time for phone conversation.

I know I had been selfish, always been tired and hang up the phone.

 

Dear baby,

I want you to know,

I still love you.

I still miss you.

In fact, I love you more than ever.

I miss you more than ever.

I know the time for us to be together alone is limited.

Which is also why I treasure and appreciate every single moment for us being together.

 

Thank you darling for being with me, even when I am busy.

I love you baby.

~ck~

chat

there has been some time since our last nice good phone chat..

i know its my problem

but jz duno wat's wrong with me

i am sorry

chloe wants to be good

i know i hv been rather quiet in a phone chat for quite some time

not to hide from darling that sometimes im jz not so happy

i never want to be apart with you

i never wish to end a phone call

i hope that we can stay together for a long time..jz chatting or perhaps doing nothing

i know if i insist to hold you for the chat you may be willing to do so

but i also know that i should not be that selfish

i could even be ridiculous on my behaviour..

but i jz wont do that (i hope i didn't)

i know i should be good

im sry for always spoiling the conversation with my cool response

sometimes..girl is jz hoping for a little bit more sweet words...a little more word of care

jz a little bit more before the guy get mad

however...usually quarrel jz happen while the girl is waiting for the little more love...

chloe is learning to be better

a better individual

a better girl

a better girlfreind

Where the day equals to 450 times of happiness

 

Dear Darling,

I had the superb day with you yesterday,

Of Empire Shopping Gallery, Urban Tee, Popular, Chilli’s, Hair Cut, Forest Gump, Afternoon Nap, and Jing Thai.

In such a short day, we did so many things and it makes me feel extraordinarily wonderful my dear.

I love the moments we are together

Muax…i love you baby..

p/s : i am trying to block the block list…hehehe

~ck~

sorry

still im moody always

i duno when i can change and learn to control my emotions

i duno when i can be good

i duno when i can be understanding

anyway

i still do love you and miss you always

Dear darling…

 

Dear darling…

the sky is not blue if I did not have you,

the air is not fresh if I couldn’t sense your scent in it,

the bed isn’t soft if you are not on it.

 

Dear darling,

You are my everything.

I mean EVERYTHING.

Every single thing that happen or surrounds me makes me think of you.

 

Dear darling,

Currently, I might be very busy at work,

But, even how busy the work will be,

or how harsh is the office politic,

I won’t end up like this.

Mainly because…

there are more things that reminds me to be happy rather than to be sad…

such as…

this…

and this…

therefore…I will always remain happy..as I know…there is one special girl loving me as much as I do…Ms Chloe Han…

Thank you so much for your love.

p/s : Why I not guai ler? can tell me?

 

~CK~

CHLOE is very happy!! ^^

Good news good news!!!
Ms CHLOE is very happy on 17th Nov 2010
not because its Hari Raya Haji
its a wonderful day for her and her lovely boyfriend aka CCK aka CK CHAN

the 1st station is heading to Sunway Giza to try on the TAOZ buffet
it was almost full house
luckily we queued and wait there just a few minutes earlier and we are allowed to have chance to get in
the food there was okok
but we have accomplished one of our mission which is to have buffet together ^^
chloe enjoyed the moment spent with her dearest boyfriend
hope CK CHAN is not scared by her girlfriend with her big appetite XP

chloe feels very happy when she knows that Ah Keong did something for her
trying to improve their relationship both mentally and physically
she knows he love her so much
she enjoys so much when he embrace her with his warm and strong arm
she enjoys when he hug her with all his love
she just feel so happy
the wonderful moment they were together

there may be some down times
when the couple are not so happy, not enjoying the time together or even having arguments
but these moments makes them appreciate more when they are together
make them to enjoy to the max of the happiest when they meet each other

having a partner makes people feel glad
having a good partner makes people feel cheerful
having a great partner like CK CHAN makes CHLOE HAN the happiest lady ever

CHLOE HAN loves CK CHAN

p/s: congratulations to CK CHAN for achieving A in his DCV exam!!

Darling…

 

Darling,

I know the holidays are quite boring for you

As the only activities are watching movies and watching movies

I know it is boring, but, please bear with it

As it is only around 2 months more to go.

In fact, the moral classes will be starting and I think darling can use that to pass time as well.

I feels that darling already loses the interest in chatting via the phone at night.

Darling always sound moody, emo.

And, I already tried my best and sorry for not helping at all.

Baby…you are my Superwoman

 

Dear baby han han,

I know I can’t do much in helping you handling matters…

It feels like i can helpless and I could not provide any good advice..

But, baby, be strong, you are my superwoman,

In fact, I need you all the time…

I need you to comfort me when Im stress and tired..

Baby, you ady did the best in the exam last semester..

And you gave 120% for this semester as well…

Believe me baby..

Good things will turn up soon…

Something like more love from me?…

hehe…

muax….i love you baby…

 

~ck~

baby i like it~~

baby i like it...

i like the goodbye kiss you gave me before we head back to our home

in fact I LOVE IT

muaxx muaxx

Just a blog story

there is a girl...deeply in love with her boyfriend
somehow...they have some arguments once in a while...
this doesn't spoil their relationship..
indeed..it strengthen the relationship...
make the girl understand her boyfriend more...deeper...better...
although there might be some tears shed...
she always feel sorry for what she had done...
feel sad that she had hurt her boyfriend..
in fact...
she is afraid...
she feel scared if her boyfriend doesn't treat her as what he used to do...
may be the boy has become so mature yet the girl is still behaving like a kid...
always asking instead of giving...
always want so many things from her boyfriend..
however, he already did so well...
he always comfort her...love her with all his heart...
the girl really knows that..
she really knows that he love her the most...always tolerate with her to the max...
he might scold her..
because he cares about her too much...
and the girl is just too stupid...she had hurt him...perhaps deeply...
she really feel sorry for it...
she doesn't meant it...
she wanted to apologize but she know her boyfriend don't like her keep saying sorry...
he just want to let the things be...
the girl wanted to tell her boyfriend:

i love you
i love you as i always do
i never wanna hurt you
i want to apologize to you
but i wouldn't say 'sorry' this time anymore
i'll do more to show that i really love you
i just want us to be as happy as we do
i want us to be one of the most happiest couple in the world
i want you to be one of the most happiest man in the world
i want us to have the most happiest time together
i want us to create the most unforgettable memory together
either we have never been together
or else
i want us to be together forever
forever
i love you

 

a story by
chloe han

The Story pt 3

Songs?

Remember the song Lonely sung by Akon?

Where the lyrics flows like this…

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Well…during the time, when I was single, I often listen to this song.

Thinking of how to lead my life..ALONE!

I might have many friends, but all of them are leading their own life.

Working, Studying, Working and Working.

This is basically what they do on daily basis.

 

I tried, I tried and I tried.

I was spending time with family, doing things that I want to do.

But, it somehow does not work out.

There is still a part of my heart which craves and hungers for love.

Until I met you.

You = Ms Chloe a.k.a Ms Chon Pik Hurn a.k.a Ms Chloe Han a.k.a chloe_han_0116@hotmail.som

As a matter of fact, you cherished my life and since then, you have become my best friend ever and the best lover at the same time.

Needless to say, I have friends. You may think I used to have fun times with them, but, truly, it was you the one which gives me joy and happiness which others could not provide.

You may think I lied. Why not you think of it. Friends provides good company, but BOYFRIEND is the one which provides lovely company.

Ain’t I right?

After bumping into you and commits into this relationship.

I shifted myself. From LONELY to NOT LONELY.

And, the song changes too.

You said you want to have a song just for you.

In fact, there are too many songs from me dedicated solely for you.

But, the one which tops the list………Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Darling. You are amazing. In fact, too amazing.

P/S : A sweet quote from me – There are millions of reason why we are together. But the reason that brings me closer to you is that we are so happy being each others company and that is the most important part.

CK

The Story pt 2

Child Lies

Ever wonder about the stories older people tells us during we are young?

Is it true? Is it reality or purely fantasy?

For me, I doubted that a lot of times.

Let me refresh your memories…I will give you a few hints, and you can try to come out an answer from it.

• Naked
• With wings
• Wears pampers
• Baby
• Carries bows and arrows

 

 

 

 

 

Any clue?

Yes! Its a cupid

Those times, when I watched TV or according to other peoples, CUPID are the messenger and assistant of God of Love.

Cupid carries bows and arrows, focuses to tie boys and girls which thus making them LOVERS.

But, after several failed relationship, it makes me curse at CUPID.

CUPIDS ARE LIARS! CUPID ARE JUST LEGENDARY LIES!

Somehow, at some point, I thinks that CUPID are blind. Pulling me, attracting me into several failed relationship.

Although CUPID are not the only one to blame, but, I believe, they are going to take the blame before I does. ;p

But, seriously! On September 11, 2009. CUPID STRUCK MY HEART AGAIN!

This time for real.

Cupid connects my heart to your heart.

And, I believe, HE MADE THE RIGHT SHOT THIS TIME.

p/s : I’m sorry for letting darling to wait me for so long tonight. And this blog post its not a compensation for my outing, but, it is something I wrote and planned to post it tonight.

The story pt 1

 

Life brief candle?

William Shakespeare once published the poem, Life Brief Candle

Once I reflects, Life is like a candle wasn’t it?

It was mom and dad that gives us the light.

Our determination and will power is the only thing that makes the candle to continue to light.

Eventually, there are too many incidents which tends to put the light off. Too many!

One of the thing that crushes and nearly put my light off is “Breaking Up” and I believe it happens to you too. Am I right?

It feels like thunderstorm inside your body, fire in your mind.

Thinking, thinking and thinking.

Is there any thing that I did wrong which trigger that move?

But, somehow, although my light gets dim during the darkest hours of my life, one soul has enlightened me. My BABY CHLOE.

You are one hot fire. So hot which make my “light” burns brighter each day.

Thanks for being with me, and I hope I am your light for the time being now.

Thank you so much…

The “DAY” where Chloe have butterflies in her stomach

 

Baby, we have reached another peak in our relationship…

its 400th day of us kissing each others lips..

the 57th week of providing unconditional love for each other..

the picture above is one of the picture i love the most…

*ahem* i love all your pictures k…*ahem*

i know i had been busy with taekwondo and cousin’s wedding for the past month..

bt now..i am fully dedicated and committed to our relationship…

below are some of the snippets you requested

~~this happen when CK wakes up to go to shi shi~~

CK : Mummy, daddy! Chloe bough the egg tart and chiffon cake for you all to eat.

~~then CK return to sleep~~

~~CK wakes up around 7.00 p.m~~

CK : Mummy, you got eat the egg tart mah?

Mummy : Got ar. Very nice and smooth ler the tart. Where buy one?

CK : Chloe buy one. She say wanna buy for you all to eat mah.

Mummy : Wah. So got our heart ler.

~~Daddy interrupts~~

Daddy : Chloe is way better than your previous one rite?

CK : Chloe is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy BETTER! BETTER! Last time that one keep on argue. Morning argue, night also argue

Daddy : Jiak beh liao (Cannot eat finish) which in this case daddy means that keep on argue, no ending also…

CK : Haha. Which is why I am so happy and satisfied with Chloe now.

~~During dinner at $1~~

Daddy : Its good to bring Chloe along at foo zai’s wedding. She looks happy ler. Especially when we take photos together.

 

 

Wootz…thats all for today baby…and i know..there are more to come…

Muax..i love you baby..muax..muax..

Ck Chan

will it be the same after 10..20...30..40..50..years?

i love the day

when we are not under pressure of anything

even tough exam is jz around the corner

yet we spend our time together for so called 'study'

we chat..laugh..eat..and tease each other lots and lotzzzz ..

i was wondering

will this remain the same after 10..20..30..40..50..years? or even more than that?

can we still delight each other?

do we still have that much of passion in our love?

hmmm

hope the answers are positive...suppose to be..i hope so~~

cheers for our love..

yummmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........................................seng!! ^^

13th month aka 1 year & 1 month anniversary

HAPPY belated 10-10-10

HAPPY new marriage to ah keong's cousin aka fu zai gor gor...

HAPPY 13th month anniversary

HAPPY 1 year & 1 month anniversary

HAPPY last day last clz for ah keong

HAPPY last presentation for han han

although we dun hv special celebration

but yet

happy happy happy

exciting afternoon

with BIG BIG surprises~~haha

finally there is a day for u n me

very relaxing afternoon time

had our cendol n rojak mee for tea~~

jz like getting something back which have been losing for sometime...

finally its back

welcome back n tq for coming back^^

sry darling

so sorry my darling for my moodiness today

tq for tolerating me so much

even i din talk much yet u try ur super duper best to cheer me up

tq so much darling

sorry for being so childish today

for not understanding ur tiredness

for being moody

for being quiet

tq darling

i love u

muaxx

the day of mature..

huuhh...
suddenly i felt that darling has changed a lot a lot
very different from last time
ytd was a really hectic day for darling
in fact..these few weeks was really busy always..
assignments..presentations..trainings...n many more stuffs to be handle n solve
bt darling was handling all these maturely without geram or emo..
really different from last time ler..
darling said had learnt alot from sir..
had set the mind set to handle all these stuff
it was a little surprise for me to c this 'sook sai' de darling
haha

so the reward for darling is a piece of secret recipe cake

white and dark chocolate cheese..nt bad^^
darling oso said i had changed alot:
1. not so moody:not always so sien sien sien
2. not so mang zang
3. more matured:will think from other's angle
4. prettier:always pretty ^^
haha
bt
still lack of confidence
nid to work hard to achieve this ler
hehe
im missing ck's version 'jz the way u r'
missing the face expression when darling sing the song
very cute
make me so happy
haha
i wana record ady..^^

of PPS vs PS2

Chloe has officially announced as the PPS Queen. Since she used most of her day today (Wednesday) to PPS, therefore, she is one of the key person of PPS.

While i (ejek-ejek) her to be the PPS queen, she gets pissed off, then saying me as the PS2 king...

No matter she is the PPS Queen, or I am the PS2 King, we still love each other very very muchy...

it has been 5 days passed our 1st year anniversary but...the love remain strong and solid...

i hope the below picture will not be realized any time soon..:P

Because..it will only lead to a single conclusion....

P/S : Darling..this blog entry is just to ejek you only....blek

MY Presentssss ^^

yeah yeah^^
i gt my MAC BOOK XD
wahaha
a mini one..hehe

tadaaa

such a nice contact lens case...
which i hv been searching for sometimes
tq very much darling
still remembering me while gai gai at melaka
hehe
somemore i gt 13 maggi rubber band ler...

haha
1 month 1 colour still gt 1 left tim..

today finally we spent our time together after long stressful days
had lunch at 7-hei
the nai you chicken really nice..
darling very guai
tapau for daddy n mummy o
den v go homen watch wall-e
pai seh ler...
fall asleep ady tim ><
hehe..
tq darling for the relaxing n happy day
n tq for the presents^^ muaxx

the sentence that make me lol XD

jz an ordinary day...
bt something make me laugh out happily
after my lunch
i send darling a msg to tell darling dat i ate ady
unfortunately the msg was left in the outbox
n i din realize abt it
den darling call me ask me whether i had my lunch ady o nt
den i ask:' mei you shou dao wo de msg meh?'
darling ans:' na li?'
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i really feel dat its funny
where else the msg can be ler?
hand? face? butt? ur joker? or v ur powerpuff ler?
hahaha
keep laughing until tears oso come out le
dis kind of small little tiny things is sufficient to cheer me up
n make me laugh whenever i think back of it
haha
tq darling for ur joke^^

back frm ipoh

chloe is back from ipoh ady
hehe
its like one yr ago
dat time when v were nt couple yet
i was oso heading back to kl from ipoh
keep texting all the way back
haha
how fast
waiting for tonite's chat
must b very happy n nice
new things added to our blog^^
the heading which i had been trying to upload for super long time dat day
its finally done
and another new toy added as well
hope u like it darling
^^
im going to watch tv now lor
bye bye^^

my 2nd post

dear darling...

im sorry that sometimes i make u unhappy indirectly..

my anger..my selfishness often created an uncomfortable situation for us both..

dear darling...

i am sad to hear that most of our anniversaries are filled with emo..and moody things..

i am sad to hear that most of the time of our anniversaries..darling is not happy...

darling...

i tried my best...

i really tried my best...

i know what darling likes and what darling do not like..

and..which is why..i fight for my promise...

to make you the happiest person alive in the world..

darling..i hope darling understand my situation..

no matter when or how family and friends comes in..

darling is still the number 1 in my heart..

i love you

happy 1 year anniversary

i very happy to notice that darling created a blog just for us two ler...

im so glad that our relationship has reached the first year mark...

remembering all the happy days we been thru together is just remarkable...

thinking of all the days, and all the times we spent is the best memories i had...

im sorry coz i did not spend enough time to chat with you tonite..

im sorry..

~ck~

the BIG day for YOU & ME

finally here comes the BIG day
happy ONE year anniversary to mr CK CHAN ^^
best wishes from chloe han
haha
1 year has gone so fast
still remember the day v met for the very 1st time
our 1st day
our 1st outing
our 1st trip
and so many many many more...
this is the present i prepared for our one yr anniversary
this is our dairy
any ups or downs will be written here since now
hope we will create lots n lots more happy memories
TOGETHER
love you..