lost

when you say you dont know what to say anymore...

i feel my heartache...

i duno what's wrong with tolerating..

i always thought that tolerating in our relationship makes it stronger..

mayb i din do well...

i really do look forward to go for our 2nd trip

but since you say cancel it den its fine

mayb i focus too much on you..

makes me expect a lot

which becomes high pressure for you

mayb im also too selfish

demanding too much

mayb im too childish

not knowing how to behave well

mayb all these are not mayb

they are real

however i still miss you much and love you much

My love

 

Dear baby,

I noticed that we had not been really chatted well.

I know, due to my work, we are lacking of time to be together.

And, it makes me think a lot of things, one of it is how long already for us not holding hands together.

Which also makes me listen to the song 十指緊扣…

I really love the time we hold hands together…

It connects us…

Dear baby,

I also realized baby had some difficult times to sleep at night,

I am sorry as I am unable to accompany baby for long time for phone conversation.

I know I had been selfish, always been tired and hang up the phone.

 

Dear baby,

I want you to know,

I still love you.

I still miss you.

In fact, I love you more than ever.

I miss you more than ever.

I know the time for us to be together alone is limited.

Which is also why I treasure and appreciate every single moment for us being together.

 

Thank you darling for being with me, even when I am busy.

I love you baby.

~ck~

chat

there has been some time since our last nice good phone chat..

i know its my problem

but jz duno wat's wrong with me

i am sorry

chloe wants to be good

i know i hv been rather quiet in a phone chat for quite some time

not to hide from darling that sometimes im jz not so happy

i never want to be apart with you

i never wish to end a phone call

i hope that we can stay together for a long time..jz chatting or perhaps doing nothing

i know if i insist to hold you for the chat you may be willing to do so

but i also know that i should not be that selfish

i could even be ridiculous on my behaviour..

but i jz wont do that (i hope i didn't)

i know i should be good

im sry for always spoiling the conversation with my cool response

sometimes..girl is jz hoping for a little bit more sweet words...a little more word of care

jz a little bit more before the guy get mad

however...usually quarrel jz happen while the girl is waiting for the little more love...

chloe is learning to be better

a better individual

a better girl

a better girlfreind

Where the day equals to 450 times of happiness

 

Dear Darling,

I had the superb day with you yesterday,

Of Empire Shopping Gallery, Urban Tee, Popular, Chilli’s, Hair Cut, Forest Gump, Afternoon Nap, and Jing Thai.

In such a short day, we did so many things and it makes me feel extraordinarily wonderful my dear.

I love the moments we are together

Muax…i love you baby..

p/s : i am trying to block the block list…hehehe

~ck~

sorry

still im moody always

i duno when i can change and learn to control my emotions

i duno when i can be good

i duno when i can be understanding

anyway

i still do love you and miss you always